I need help
Im stuck and i need help. The season is almost over and I will not end in bronze. I play this game from morning to night as many games as I can play to get better. But I dont feel like I am.
A guide once told me cs will get me out of bronze but that is a lie. I have changed my cs habbits and everything. 90% of the time i always have the highest cs.
I know every champs abilities so I know how to play the teamfights but i just cant seem to win. My team is either behind or they always make dumb decisions. As adc I am very team reliant. Because once i get fed i get super focused by the enemy. I play super safe when this happens but my team either wants to be the carry or we are not tanky enough because of how far back i have to sit we get creamed. And there are some games where I did everything i could but once that jungle yi got killed by the enemy jungle 12 times i just cant take this anymore
I feel like im torturing myself. I wont stop playing this game. So dont tell me to take a break, because that doesnt help. I need to keep playing cause i have to get out.
I know where I am at in terms of skill. I have worked so hard to improve I am at the point where I want my badge to reflect my skill that i have worked so hard for.
Currently the only thing that is still making me feel good is all the s ratings i am getting the the m7/m6 badges i am earning. But i need some real advice. i follow every guide. 20+ youtubers I watch daily. I have seen all the guides. All the videos on youtube.
Nothing is working.