I need some help or some insight
I started our playing league this season at around june or july i cant remember. And i started playing ranked at lvl30 immediately and i should have honed my skills before hand. 3 months later and I have played over 500+ games and I have been from b2-b5-b3-b5-b2-b4-b1-b3-b1-one win from promos-b4.
And I have learned so much after playing all those games. My average is about 10+ games a day. These last two weeks have been terrible. Everytime i sit down to play and i loose my first game I can shrug it off. Im okay with tilting, its part of the human wiring in our brains but when it happens so much i have been getting so discouraged to play.
I sit down everyday with determination eager to climb the ranks. I have recorded every single ranked game ever onto my hard drive. And i go over every game as much as I can.
Im also loosing faith in my role to carry as an adc. I used to dominate and went on a 30 game win streak one time and jumped from b4 to b1 in 1.5 days. but that is when i only played 100 games and I thought i was the best. then came my downfall. I then looked at what caused me to fall back to magic world of b3 and under and climbed back to b1 one game away from starting my promos to get to silver.
And now all of a sudden after everything i have done to learn and get better I feel I have not improved at all. And that is killing my drive to play this game anymore.
I love this game, and I am very passionate but I cant keep torturing myself like this.
ps i also have add issues and concentration issues. Meaning i have the tendency to autopilot and go blank and not remember a single thing that happened in a game. (hence why i record my games to help me remember)
If anyone can sit down and talk with me that would be wonderfull. Maybe play some normals with me to get an idea of where i am at and maybe some reassurance that I am on the right path.
for example compared to
. and as you get better and gain elos you can branch out your champion pool as you adapt to the game.