League Hell

There has been a time where all of use looked to the league as not a game but a portal, a portal to where we could all come and fight with those of our level in ways we thought proper. A place that encouraged us to do better and at once, praised our progress...

I think this place might have existed at one time, a place I was willing to place trust in, gain the time and money needed to focus on playing this game... but I was cheated. No this game, though seemingly balanced places much beneath our scope of observation. How could one, focus on mid lane realise how much damage the bot lane is doing... suppose they were doing say... 10% more damage. who would know? in fact, even most seasoned players wouldn't notice. There is way too much going on! and recently I have meditated and trained my mind to notice more than 7 different objects and notice more than what I should... the results were horrifying.

I whined and complained to my friends, they called me crazy and before I go any further in this post I want to know... how many times did you die instantly to someone you calculated didn't have more damage than you? How many times did you sulk in bronze knowing you play way better than anyone you are teamed with.

how many times are you paired with teammates who are not worth a fragment of your shadow while your lane opponent obviously not only randomly countered you but seems to play in a fashion that would give him a spot in the LCS?

How many people do you think REALLY play this game Let me know or delete this post and give me some fucking recognition