sona is "balanced" now but this nerf made her unfun to play early

Hear me out. The way sona is now if you make it to late game, you will be able to hard carry. She is very strong late. Her early is god awful now causing her winrate to balance out.

The problem is there is sometimes nothing you can do early now... you just feed or lose lane, then your team flames you and so on. There's also nothing you can do in some cases if your team is losing early now. You have to just hope you make it to late. I'm diamond 4 currently(was diamond 3 earlier today) and I just got flamed the fuck out of in a game I won. I fed early on then in late game carried but that didn't matter... my team was flaming and raging in post game screen for deaths 1-6.

This FEELS horrible. I just won and played great late game and got flamed for feeding early. It's super hard not to feed early game sona now and it just sucks. I'm tired of being flamed for trying to play the champ to the best of my ability (in fucking diamond 3!). Like, I legit don't know what to do. There are times I try giving up lane and my adc tries to fight, dies, flames. Or we fight under turret get dove, and I get flamed. This is just fucking horrible. Even if I make it to late and we win my team already has in their mind they had to carry me. Getting tired of being told I'm being carried every time I win even if I do great later on.