Pre season isnt fun, but like it wasnt fun before pre season either. Will it be even worse Season 9?

As always I queue up mid or adc. I was hoping pre season would show results, maybe be more interesting and fun to play. Since the game was supposed to be "less snowbally."

But every game I am in where dark harvest is present, the game has already been decided in the loading screen. This game is boring now. I cant outplay, or try to. I cant feel safe under my tower, still dark harvest or not. I get no satisfaction from winning because its so hard to. Every win is either super easy, making it boring,or so damn hard I end up taking a long ass break after.

Some games the enemy botlane gets a kill or two, then pushes and gets more gold from our tower's plating, giving them even more of a gold lead. So do we though if I am on the winning side. Then it feels too easy to win or too hard to keep up. Idk, this game isnt satisfying anymore. Too much damage, too much snowball. I also have had many players tilt, troll, and rage and ruin my games, because "YoU diDnT GaNk mY LAnE, iLL stEAl Ur fArM ANd FeEd yOUr LaNe Now." Like legit I have had 4 players now in the past two weeks, take time and energy and legit int and lose games for us. rude.

Its like, how do I win??????? HOW do I make it fun? What do you guys do to make your games more fun? I havent been playing as much, because its just not fun anymore. My fave champs feel weaker and slower now i started playing again, havent for a couple years. they are vayne and katarina, and theres too much damage, and too much toxicity. What happened?