Some people are trying to make something out of league, so this is getting ridiculous
tl;dr: There's too much risk and BS in this game for people to actually try and pursue this game seriously.
Hi, I'm Ultra. I've played for a little over 3 1/2 years. Over this past year, I was actually accepted into Robert Morris University in Chicago, and I received the League of Legends scholarship to play on one of their teams.
Now, I understand the premise of playing for fun, trying to enjoy the game and relaxing while playing, I understand that. But with my understanding, I also expect equal reciprocation of respect for the people that take the game a lot more seriously than others do. This isn't just a joke anymore. People LIVE off this game, and it is a very real job, and a very real thing in the present times.
With being accepted into the college, I also received one of the scholarships for playing on the team. I am currently Platinum 3.
But there's the thing, Platinum 3.
Climbing is hard man, and not in the good way. And you can say it's because I'm bad, and you can tell me I need to work on my mechanics and not pay attention to my teammates, but what do I do when that's not enough?
I try, man. I really, really try. All I want to do is win, and get better, and prosper. That's all I'm trying to do. But how am I supposed to climb if no one gives a shit? And why do I have to get punished with people that don't give a shit. I've had countless AFKs, countless feeders, COUNTLESS people that just _DO. NOT. CARE. _
And that's not fair, man.
Now people are saying, oh well they're just your feelings, right? No, this isn't just my feelings.
I can forward my scholarship amount greatly, just by breaking diamond, but I can't do that on my own. When I can only, at most, influence a game by 20%, while the other 80% runs rampant, there's only so much I can do. If you want to put it in a literal point of view, every day, 80% of the people i play with are the deciding factors of how much money my family has to pay for me to go to college, and where I end up. That's a pathetic argument though, it's cheap, and I'm not going to legitimately ever say that. It's not fair for me to say that.
I'm trying riot. And this isn't a demand, this isn't a rage post, this is me, pleading with you. Please do something about Solo Queue.
There's a problem when getting into my promos causes my stomach to literally knot up, and make me feel sick, just because I know how great the chance is that I'm going to be paired with people who couldn't care less if I jumped off a bridge and died, let alone people who want to win this Solo Q game, and I'm just going to have to start from square 1 all over again. All my work and stress, for absolutely nothing.
Please Riot, something has to be done about the match making system. I believe in your company. I really do. You have the most played game in the WORLD. THE WORLD. That's incredible. How many of you thought you were going to be working for THE most played game of our lifetime? No one could have predicted that.
But you have the tools to fix this. I'm watching players drop left and right from this game, just because of how much they can't stand playing ranked. Sooner or later, if this problem isn't addressed, you're going to find yourselves in a deep pit.
Now, I'm all for eSports. I mean, that's technically the drive behind why i would even write this post. I love it. But Riot seriously needs to at least try to focus some of that eSports energy towards Solo Queue, and the game's ranking system. There's a seriously problem within it and until that problem is addressed, this game will continue to lose players, and revenue.
** I want to be a pro.** From the moment I saw Str8 Rippin win the 2008 MLG Championships for Halo 3, I knew right then I wanted to be a pro gamer. And I know I can do it, too. I have the drive and the passion and I have striven for nothing more than to be on that main stage for almost 7 years now. I don't have much else. I'm not tall or muscular, I can't jump high, I'm not even that great at school. But I am great at games, especially this one, and I know I am, and I know I can make it.
The only problem is, every day when I try to further myself and achieve that goal, I'm only responsible for 20% of it. 40% if I support, maybe. Even then, might as well be a 0% chance. And that beats down on players every day. Knowing whether or not they try their best, whether or not they care, whether or not they're polite to people, it's going to get thrown right back in their face by some (excuse my language) fucking jagoff who is only worried about his own agenda, and ruining yours.
And that's toxic.