A Little Advice Please (I need advice)
Okay... I want to keep this as short and brief as possible. Everything that should be in bold is the main key points (the stars, I can't bold my stuff? QQ) but I want to get some rant in for you guys to understand me more as well. I'm not blaming my team and sometimes I admit, the enemy team is just really too good and I can't possibly see myself winning under those circumstances. So, to begin;
I'm fairly new to league of legends compared to most people, however, I can't really be considered a newbie. I've already played this game for a little over a year and sunk in almost 2k games. And through all of this, I'm still in silver trying to claw my way up to gold. Here's the thing, even after 2k games, I'm still lost as all hell as to what to do in this game.
To be fairly honest, the game for me is considerably easy during the laning phase whether I win or lose. The mindset that I developed after all the guides and advice threads that I have already read is, "don't be the reason that my team loses". I hold onto this train of thought and always try to avoid any situations where I end up being the entire reason my team loses, although, there are exceptions regardless of how hard I try.
Like I said, brief: I'm not crying, not bashing and NOT blaming. I want to know what it is that I'm doing wrong and that I could possibly do better. I run tactics and strategies through my head constantly playing this game and nothing seems to be working. I always feel like some games the weight is too much to carry on my team's side and then sometimes I'm too heavy for my team. I need to find a balance in which when my team is too heavy, I can somehow carry them and when I'm too heavy I put myself in a position for me to be carried.
**My weakest phase through the entire game phases of league are:
- Grouping: When and where should I group?
- Split pushing: When do I splitpush, when should I stop?
- Teamfights: What is MY role in a teamfight, when should I actually go for a teamfight, when should I force a teamfight and when should teamfights be avoided?
- Follow ups: When should I follow up when a teammate initiates? When is it not a good idea to hop in with an initiator? What exactly IS an initiation!?
- Objectives: When and how should I go about getting objectives?
- Temper Management: Best ways to keep my temper under control? I crack. A lot. I get frustrated. I rage and I flame... it's gotten better lately, but sometimes it slips and I can't get a grip on it. Best practices to stay calm?
- Strong Finish: How do I finish a game strongly and how can I relay this kind of finish to my team?**
I don't know, I want to get better at this game and I want to be NICE and FRIENDLY doing so. And even though I generally am, whenever I play league I turn into such a competitive loser that I just often get covered with salt and end up flaming when I know I shouldn't. It could be that strong desire to just climb out of silver and finally move up a rank, but I don't know.
Whatever you guys got would be much appreciated.
ONE MORE THING:
BEST ROLES FROM BEST TO WORST - MID/ADC/SUPPORT/JUNGLE/TOP
What role I'd like to main: ADC
Reason I play mid more: I suck at communicating with my supports half the time and sometimes the enemy support is just eons better and it makes laning a pain when that actually happens to be the case. Especially if their support AND adc are better then both me and my support, it puts me in a tight spot