Try getting into your promos and having matchmaking fill JUST your team with fresh 30s in their placements, while the other team has veteran Silver I / Gold V players... Yeah, that really happened.
Yeah, my team was high bronze, myself as Silver five, and then a four/three silver. Sure, we're against high silver/low gold, but you think you'd go into ranked being smart and wanting to play your best, yet there's people who are like, first time Lee Jungle, don't hate, or they play AP Miss fortune top against a jax when they had second pick, and it's just like, why can't I get paired up with people who really want to win.
The thing is, sure, I fuck up sometimes, rarely in ranked, but I do. But I'm usually carrying the games because I'll choose the champion I'm the best at if I'm going top, which I usually am. And it's like, at 30 minutes, I'm 16/6 with the most ward placements on my team and the rest of my time is spent trying to salvage what they fail. I'm pinging the Vi to fall back and stop chasing Gnar when she has half of her health missing, and she ends up dying to him, and I'm just crying inside. I'm trying to push bot cause we have no ADC cause his mom called him to dinner, and I get sad. QQ/Rage erryday
~ My soul saying fuck this
