Genuine Question...

Im not being toxic or trying to bitch but for the past week or so, i havent played one game where i didnt go negative, where i lost 60% of my games... and ill even try to play my best champs or people with good team comp and still get bulldozed... My question is, Am i playing with higher elo people than me or something? Im bronze 5 maybe even unranked this season and still playing with golds and sometimes plats... i dont understand... i dont have fun no more cuz i cant play 5 mins without dying... i probably just suck but still curious if theres a reason or if im just that bad... Please toxic people stay away and dont comment... im tired of rude people and people being so mean now.... its a game... grow up