Honestly...
With the amount of losses I have (either from my poor playing or disgusting snowball meta) it literally feels like playing Dark Souls. The "Defeat" end game logo is starting to look like "You died" from Dark Souls. It doesn't even trigger me anymore, it's just commonplace now. Dark Souls is less frustrating and more rewarding tbh. At least when I spend 6300 souls in Dark Souls I get a usable item, not a shitty, overpriced runepage.