someone above plat V can tell what do i need to do to get out like i dont understand

I played this 3 games without flaming anyone (at least until the end of the match because sry but i am not a saint)

first one 1/3 (does not sound good but my jungler literally inted every lane including mine first timing kindred .

second one 15/5 /7 (legit did everything someone can do to win my jungler inted first blood and second kill before the minion even spawn ,my ahrie could not hit a charm, my twitch was constantly pushing vs Blitz and getting hooked every time.

third one 9/2/4 (once again doing everything that is possible my jungler ints again, each time he dies (trying to 1v2) he types "gg its not worth my time" and starts playing like na absolute idiot my adc end score was 1/11 the only thing he did was die run donw one lane and farm until somebody killed him.

if somebody wants to check if this is true just type my name in op.gg and see for yourself

Rant ( read if you want to) i just give up playing, being positive its the absolute same shit as nothing your team will int anyway at least if i am toxic i hope to make them fell bad, dont even judge me, they are the ones playing like monkeys and making me waste my time in a unwinnable game (when ironically i am the only one trying).