How do I get better?
TL;DR I can't focus much on anything other than csing and my opponent. (even when playing Annie :/ ) No idea where I'm supposed to be on map after laning How to handle losing and how to push a lead How to build How to identify team comps and pick accordingly? I am trying to cover all bases but how am I supposed to know what I'm doing wrong If I don't know what I'm doing wrong? Should I be linking anything to this to help? If anyone helps.
So yeah random noob rant. How the entire fuck do I get better? I've been playing this game for 3 and a half years. I've really tried to get better multiple times and when I couldn't figure it out I gave up multiple times as well. I've watched some streamers and videos and read guides and stuff but like I can't seem to apply everything in game. My attention span is shit and csing and trading with my opponent takes up almost all of it. I hate that random generic advice like "cs better" "take objectives" etc. Cool everyone knows that's the goal, but how? I have no idea where I'm supposed to be on the map after laning phase. I typically play Syndra mid (I've tried playing all roles with multiple types of champs but this is what has been constant for a long time for me), she's fun, sure she's tricky and not for beginners, but I get bored playing champs like Annie and Garen. Syndra is easy to build like most mages since there aren't that many AP options but if I were to pick another champion or role I'd have no clue what are good optimal builds and I'd just build recommended and a lot of the recommended builds are outdated.
My map awareness is still shit since all my attention is on csing and watching my lane opponent. I have no concept of team comps other than malphite and yasuo ulting together. I can't think about how a team fight is going to happen in champ select or who beats who in lanes. You would think I would acquire this knowledge after playing thousands and thousands of games. I have been bronze-silver for the past 3 and a half years depending on the season and now I'm up against plats and shit in normal games while I grind until I can get ranked again on my new account. I've been watching these people play that are considered higher elo and it's a stomp every time, I don't know how they know exactly every move and spell I will cast and how they dodge almost every spell from me. I always get out played and can't do anything in any game usually. The videos and streams and guides I've read and coaching videos just don't benefit me because I don't know how to apply this stuff to my games, I like need someone there to coach me and tell me every single little example as I play or something. I don't have any friends that play this game either nor can I get any higher elo people to take the time to help me. AND IM NOT PAYING FOR SHIT.
tricky and not for beginners