It has taken me so long to get to gold 2

I made it to promo earlier today then lost both games. Now I play all night... win 1 lose 1 win 2 lose 1 win 1 lose 1 finally get back to 100lp .... and since I failed series earlier its just 1 win. I'm so tired and exhausted of playing all day and night trying to fucking get just one division climb. This is actually my peak rating now. Never been this high before.

My goal is plat soon. Really wanted to see if i could hit diamond this season but just hitting plat alone is such a grind for me. I know I can do this but it is so freaking hard.

I'm so tired and will sleep 2 hours now before a full day of work tomorrow lol. Really want to get that plat so much and to break my previous high of gold 3, so feels a little relief today. I feel like since plat is where you start to have decay if you don't play, it's really where the game starts getting a bit more serious.

But I am exhausted at how difficult the grind to plat is. Anyway, thats my rant. Have fun on the rift.