I'm actually really bad at this game

And you know what, I accept that I'm not the best. My only goal for this season is to crawl back to Bronze 1 after Riot decided it would be funny to kick me down to Bronze 5 but let me keep my ~1,100 MMR because, you know, shits and giggles or something. (edit: which basically means I'm still playing against silvers every game, but I'm a full rank beneath them)

So after crawling up to Bronze 3, I leave for a month to go outside and stuff, and when I come back I decide "Ok, time to keep on crawling!" And I'm not doing so great, so I decide to take a break from ranked and ruin my life in norms by trying out a new champion and losing every game (because I'm just REALLY bad at Lulu and should probably stop trying).

But you know what, I woke up today and I felt great, so I decided to try my luck at teammates with ranked again. And after waiting in queue for ten minutes to get autofilled into support, I was like "No big deal." I feel pretty good about my team, we're all chatting getting along just fine. Enter the game, me and my adc are doing pretty good in lane.

Mid lane dc's. The game is voted to Remake.

See, I should've just taken a break, but I'm retarded, so I did not. Instead I just back into queue and am autofilled into support again. This time, I know my team is going to be rough when already you have the jungle demanding top goes tank, and top asking for mid and mid saying no, and all this shit going on. Then we get into this short 18 minute game, and everything immediately goes downhill.

Let me reiterate:

SHORT. 18. MINUTE. GAME.

From the very beginning, my adc keeps trying to dive bot lane and keeps feeding. Over and over and over and over again. By 10 minutes in, both the enemy support and adc have 5 kills each. After myself dying twice trying to save my brain dead adc, and then another time under turret because that's fair, bot lane is sufficiently fed.

In ten minutes, our top lane loses both towers. Doesn't really feed, just loses lane completely.

In 15 minutes, our mid is sitting at base encouraging the enemy team to take mid--which they do. Also doesn't particularly feed, but certainly lets the katarina roam and feed elsewhere while he proceeds to 1) not push lane and 2) not follow--but he doesn't sit there and complain about bot lane losing.

And then throughout the game our jg is just completely underleveled. Can't even gank at level 6 because by the time he reaches level 6 two of our inhibitors (top and mid) are down.

So basically, that game was one big hilarious joke. We lost before Baron even spawned.

And then I got demoted to Bronze 4.

And now I'm just so done. I hate this game so much. I keep going through my games and rewatching them to figure out how I can do better, but then when I look at the scores and the maps of my defeats (which greatly outnumber my victories, because I'm just so bad), my teammates also perform poorly by 1) feeding, 2) losing lane, 3) NEVER LOOKING AT THE MAP/WARDING. And normally when I lose games, EVERYONE ON MY TEAM PLAYS LIKE THIS. As if Riot is putting all of the shitty players together so the other team can literally steamroll to victory.

And all the creates is one big hell hole of toxicity known as Bronze Hell, and I am so sick of it, and there is nothing I can apparently do about this obnoxious repetitive pattern. Except, of course, for the highly useful advice of "get gud" or "play Annie/Yasuo/Teemo/insert OP champion here and NOT support because you have to carry yourself out even though this is supposed to be a team game."

Okay.