I really suck at this game.

That's pretty much it, I just suck. And since I'm an attention whore, I'm writing this after I've uninstalled. I don't know what it is, I don't know why, but for some reason, I'm sitting around, playing against people who are silver and gold, and I've only played ranked twice, and lost both times. What kind of ELO system makes that happen? What sort of twisted match making makes me constantly fight against people that are obviously better than me? How many times do I have to lose until I'm not against people who wipe the floor with me? It's ridiculous, I'm just... It makes me constantly feel like garbage, and it's so masochistic to play this game for me, while everyone else seems to enjoy it, I don't understand. I guess competitive games just aren't for me, despite how much time I've put into this, despite how much I attempt, I just can't... It's ridiculous to play this game. It's ridiculous to constantly be put in scenarios where I feel unequipped, unprepared, unable to do anything. So yea, if you've been playing in silver/bronze ELO, and came across a piece of Crap Nautilus main, that might've been me. Surrendered. Uninstalled. Goodbye.