Contemplating Quitting
I'm writing this in a very tilted/depressed state right now so I don't know what is going to be said, but I am just going to write...
I have been playing league for 4 years now and I think I should quit. Believe me I don't want to quit at all I love this game, but after 4 long years I still am hard stuck silver 1. I don't play a lot of ranked I only have less then 50 games this season, but when I do play I just lose. In the past couple days I have played 5 ranked games I won 1 and lost 4. Now I have a 20% win rate on my "one trick" Draven. I have a 20% win rate on my main champion after 4 years of playing and it really sucks. It sucks to know that I have devoted 4 years of my life and I am still absolute garbage at the game. I can't go on knowing I am this bad I feel like i am wasting my time, like why even try. Obviously I am not good and I will never be good at the rate I am going. I just do'nt want to be bad anymore. I don't want to be tilted and slam my hand into my desk anymore. I just want to be good, but lets be honest I am fucking awful at Draven, my love, and league as a hole. I want to keep playing I really do, but... I think this might be the end. I just don't see any improvement I actually feel as if I am getting worse as time goes on. I don't see any other option except to move on. I just want to be good at Draven and good at league, but I am just not and most likely will never be. The past 5 games where a pile of shit and I can't handle it I feel like I am going to burst. I don't know what to do. Please help.