How to help explain... lemme give this a shot. Caution, wall of text*
Malzahar before the rework, though not necessarily the nicest to play against for everyone (yas mains hated me the most). Was living fairly balanced for years. There was easier metas. there was harder metas. (I actually had to most trouble in the cc filled times of the tank meta. Cause everyone everywhere could cancel my ult) I found play styles and builds to make him work to some reasonable level through everything. Partially due to excessive theorycrafting and willingness to bring stupid shit into live games.
I went years of any high elo player telling me that malz is trash after silver 4 because people learn to peel and position. I told them that I would figure it out, and make him work. It wasn't easy, especially with the overabundance of lux's, brands, annies and leona's, lets not even mention vayne's soul eating delayed knockback. But I figured it out, and made him work.
Then the reworks started coming out, I saw them hit kassadin, I saw them hit morde, skarner, and countless other champs with endless nerfs. (remember that old meme with morello's controls of the nerf hammer? little sticky note on the kassadin stick stuck in nerf saying do not touch? someone find that for me?) I worried about what they would eventually do to malz when he landed on the chopping block.
The rework was announced and I started boards topics about it. Trying to help steer it in a direction that would save me the same fate as MaliciousMetal, and when Rep started to respond, I was hopeful that malz would remain largely unchanged except maybe some decent number crunching.
I was a fool.
It took me 2 plays to tell on the pbe the rework was missing something and broken, but Rep had kept alot of his skills as was asked, and had replied constantly, so I told myself I would wait it out. I had mastered every other possible malz build and play style to date, what could they do to him that I wouldnt be able to handle? The rework was released, and low and behold he was broken, but w.e he has alot of control levers right now, so they should be able to handle him, or so I thought.
I welcomed the first set of nerfs. The secound set of nerfs left a familiar taste in my mouth. Then it went full olaf. Any time malz was viable they started nerfing him, and fairly quickly, malz lost what was left of his old feel, his skills were all there, but the essence of malz was gone, and I could no longer make him work.
4 years of playing the same champ over and over again, and I couldnt do it anymore, but others could. So I quit playing lol. The one champion I enjoyed playing more then any other no longer existed, so why bother.
Now I'm back playing Sion, Taliyah and the broken little Fcer named Kled. Only to see malz continue to get gutted. I get pissed off playing against the insult pretending to be the same malz as before, but till this nerf I stfu about it.
This nerf, and the fact that I don't see an end to the nerfs made me try and think of the only viable solution. Malzahar has been abhorrently broken only since the rework. End the rework, and Malz will return to the state he was in before. A problem in the hands of someone who invested time into mastering him. Mediocre above silver to the standard player. If riot gives us back the soul of malzahar. They get one massive problem off their hands, and support malz will cease to exist as meta.
I have my own thread on the topic;
http://boards.na.leagueoflegends.com/en/c/gameplay-balance/MAwEKd1Z-riotrepertoir
This being said. Malz is no longer Malz. It may not look it. But it feels it.