This doesn't feel right at all...

I can play and absolutely suck ass and even go AD with 1/12 and win, but if I get fed as shit by doing what people say by going to other lanes and ganking them by punishing them for pushing the lane too far and get 19/2, I still lose. This is literally the most infuriating playstyle I can handle because this is exactly how Azir was before they reworked him. Can be absolute garbage and still win, but when you're in one of those 1 out of 6 games where you DON'T DIE, you're the only person fed on your team who can't push any objectives by themselves because both inhibitors are down and the enemy has better team coordination it's like why did I play this to begin with when I could have played Malzahar and the same thing would have happened. You just gank the other lanes because you actually deal damage post 6 AND you can cc someone THAT DOESN'T MISS.