Where do you see your honor? Why does it take so long to rank up?

I'm constantly getting "Here's a key fragment because 35 of your honors were from premade" or something like that.

I'm also constantly being reported for not ganking lanes or not playing the way junglers are supposed to, despite usually having the most damage, most objective damage, most damage to turrets and high vision.

Usually, I'll play with my chat turned off, but every once in a while, I'll turn it on specifically to ask someone why they didn't help when they obviously should. IE, not help with rift with an empty lane, refuse to leash, refuse to stop farming when I'm getting 1v2'd. I don't name call or use profanity, I'll simply ask "Why didn't you stop farming to help me, I pinged several times for help?" Something like that. I'm usually told to "STFU" or called a name, lol.

I hit a checkpoint in level one, which is apparently the lowest. I assume it's because, almost without fail, people want jungle reported whenever they lose.

So, where do I see this if I'm able?

Thanks.