Depression.mp4

Last game was the worst game i ever had in my life... I am not saying that my teamates did bad, in fact they did very good. It was me that was the reason of my team losing anyway. It started when I went swain top, since it works fairly well, considering I main swain. However, despite me having hopes up, looking at the enemy team, it was: Quinn, jax (who was my enemy laner), pyke, ahri, and xin, which if you didn't know are champions that can counter swain... So you know the dawning horror on my face when I saw that. At the beginning of the match, I was like: "Ok, its a jax top, I have to keep my distance while getting my fragments." That did NOT work... as I kept getting nuked. and on the majority of the occasions where I was about to kill him, or when he tower dived, he survived at the lowest amounts of health EVERY TIME, even when the yi ganked with me to take him down, he would survive EVERYTHING in lane. So yea... I fed jax... and I felt so stupid about it. Later on in the match, whenever there was a team fight, whenever I was there, it seemed like the enemy team always tried to rotate to me no matter what, because I was doing so bad. I was lucky enough to get like, idk, 3 or 4 kills at the end? My team hated me that game (except for the karma who understood my pain) and I literally lost my self esteem that game. Just felt to express this on boards to make me feel better I guess, idk.