I Want To Climb

Hi, I have played league on and off for three years now and I am ashamed to say it but I play a ton more normals than I don ranked but even so I am only silver 1. I want to be good I really do but I am just not, and I need some serious help so I can start to improve and get better as a player.

Here's some things I've noticed that I am doing wrong. I play with a locked camera, I get ganked and die a lot, I get mad/tilted fairly easily, my map awareness isn't the best, I can't pick a main role/ champion, I constantly switch up champions, and the biggest drawback of them all is my positioning ad decision making is absolute and utter garbage.

Let me use my most recent game as an example. I start off the game with a couple kills I am doing good whatever then I get ganked a couple times and die because I didn't ward and pushed too far up. Then since I am on red side and I play locked camera I am trash at dodging skill shots from the other landers and I get hit with every one so now I'm tilted. The game goes on and I don't do much but get kills and die a lot. I spent most of the game fully aware that kha six was going to go bot if I went bot but I thought it was my duty to save the tower so I went to try to defend. I died and died to kha six over and over. Then in all the team fights I was either in a terrible position where I was getting focused by every one on the team or getting singled out by someone so I couldn't do anything, or I wasn't in the tea fight what so ever because I thought it would be a better idea to split bot or top. Long story short we lost and I had like 20k damage as him Adc I'm a 35 min game.

I make these mistakes every single game and I don't know how to fix it. I know you're thinking just unlock your camera and think about what your doing before you do it, but it's not that cut and dry or simple. Trust after playing league for this long I've all the simple answers but they don't seem to be working. I feel and almost know I will not climb unless I can fix these problems.

Please help. Read the problems I'm having and give me you best advice cause I need it badly. Thank you.