What the... I'm Bronze 1 why am I fighting Diamond 3?
So. I know lots of people make posts about this. The general community response seems to be a mix of "cause you need to git gud" , "Duos" and "your normal MMR must be higher than your ranked MMR, must people just goof off in normals so Diamonds will have extremely low MMR in normals."
But if that last one is the case...how can a casual bronze player like me have fun? I gave up on ranked long ago. By that I don't mean I don't play ranked but I gave up on ever becoming anything more than another casual Bronze-Silver player. The highest I ever achieved was Gold 3. And that was 4 years ago. But I enjoy the rotating game modes in League (I wish they were available all week instead of only weekends).
Now I'm not going to exaggerate and say all my matches are defeats but for the past 10 Ascension matches I've played I've only won 3. Losing in itself is fine. It's getting crushingly squished and not having any fun is what's bothering me. I mean look at my match history! Everyone in these matches I've played with is Diamond, Platinum, and low Golds. And the "It's not a normal game mode so rank doesn't matter" argument does not hold a candle to me. I'm pretty sure a Diamond 3 player has more mechanical skill than a Bronze 1, regardless of game mode.
My last match just felt really bad because I'd like to think I did pretty well (omg I actually had a postive KDA!) but when we lost my entire team blamed it on me. Then the enemy Riven posts a twitch link in chat and leaves. Of course, enemy Riven is diamond 4 smurf, and turns out all my teammates (except 1) were Plat.
What I'm saying is. Can I play with people that are my own skill level please? And I hate smurfs.
I read a comment saying Riot doesn't care about smurfs because their cash cow streamers do it and apparently nothing is more entertaining than watching a Diamond smurf crush Bronze players. So is that all we are? Fodder to keep the cynical Diamonds entertained once they're bored of fighting eachother?