What happened to League?
Hi. To Start off, I'm a Silver III (Last Season) Morgana Support main. I mostly only play Team Builder now.
Note to anyone who has seen me in game or any reds who may see my "behavioral" history; yes I have AFK'd and fed in a lot of games recently.
Why? Because every match feels hopeless now. Every single match is just one sided now. Not necessarily in kills, but just in the game flow as a whole. Every single match I lose it's because the enemy team is just way more skilled than I am. I constantly check for smurfs now and simply assume everyone who beats me is a smurf. Matches I win, are never fun. Matches I win are always because I was carried by the 15/0 Riven in top lane, or the enemy bot lane just clearly wasn't skilled enough. I give up and rage in alot of matches now because I wonder were all the fun matches went? Matches where it wasn't already obvious who won or lost within the first 7 minutes.
How did I go from being in Gold III two seasons ago to struggling against Bronze I players?
TL;DR Basically I used to be Gold III 2 seasons ago but now I'm Silver III and lose almost every match in team builder. All matches feel one sided, win or lose. And losing matches feel frustrating and hopeless because the enemy is simply more skilled than me.
What do I do? I wish I could reset myself back to Bronze V or unranked MMR and start over and climb back up (if I even can). As of right now it just feels like I don't belong in my current skill division (normals MMR feels like im always against plats) and just wish i could go back to zero without making a smurf like everyone else.