Lately feels like less stuff is available

Started with Blue Essence which is claimed by disenchanting 99% of the champion chards you get from the capsules cause you never get champion shard you wan't or even close to what you play. How I feel like capsules are working: Opens capsule - roulette is picking between these champions

• 99% of the time I get champion chard of champion I already own or just get random mage.... (good for players that play mages)

Than it hit me:

• so far every season end you got a border of division you were in and if you were Gold 5 or more you'd get Victorious skin

• this season is diffrent, you now have to be honor level 2 to get these prizes

• which is unfair to lot of people who worked hard for their divisions, so hard they lost their control over emotions and in result lost their honor and season rewards with them

• the most unfair thing happened to me - I didn't get post season rewards because I was honor level 1 on last checkpoint and few days later I got to honor level 2

• btw after 2 week ban I was only typing good stuff in chat, regardless of what trolls, bad ppl or flaming beings encountered me

• and I still got honor 2 late

• also I didn't even know that you had to be honor level 2 this season whis is the most unfair thing of them all

• If I knew that you had to be honor level 2 I would play support only, and helped my team in game, in chat, every way possible to get it

• but I wasn't informed, I didn't even know that you had to be honor level 2

• I thought that it would be like every season: bronze - no border, silver - silver border, gold - gold border and Victorious skin, etc.

• honestly haven't seen any annoucements about it

• it even felt like riot just kept it secret and just didn't give to under level 2 honor people what they deserve

• this season cost me lot of emotions and effort to get to gold and riot took it from me just because I didn't have honor I actualy deserved and Storytime: => This is it, after 2 rage blowups resulting in chat restriction and 2 week ban, I finaly made it in Gold division, but I feel like I won't get any further this season, I'll stop and just play normals for rest of the season => Reformed and Determined I played the normal games training and enjoying League => Interacting with ally and enemy team in friendly way, heck I think I even tought or explained something to my enemy/ies => season ends, but recieved no rewards, "just a delay" I thought => but after weeks it got suspicious and after a while I finaly knew what was the problem => but I didn't read it somewhere or didn't see it anywhere => I got that information after writing ticket to support.riot => I literally didn't know after I got feedback from supporter => never ever heared of the condition that you had to have at least honor 2 => it felt like working hard for nothing, it felt like I tryed hard 1 year for nothing => year of hard work became useless and without any reward or information

these quotes are now a lie to me: "When life gives you curdled milk, be patient. You get very good cheese!" "The climb may be long, but the view is worth it." "The darker the night, the brighter the stars"

           -      hope you understand