Something needs to give...

Here's my experience the past 10 games:

Game 1: Called mid, someone duo'd with me. Lost horribly. Game 2: Called mid, someone duo'd with me. Lost horribly. "Fuq you, I can lane where ever I want". Game 3: Called mid, someone duo'd with me. Lost horribly. Game 4: Our team had no tank as they all locked and I didn't have a JG tanker. Lost to top feeding 10 kills. 3 people went toxic and began screaming about how I didn't gank even though I had 3 kills and 2 assists at level 9. Game 5: Had someone AFK from start. FF'd at 20. Game 6: Had someone AFK... or at least I thought they did. This person duo topped with me and sat behind the top tower the entire time. When I finally poked down the 2v1 I was facing they ran out and took both kills from me. I had already said they should be reported afk and at the point they took the kills the told me I was a "bitch". Game 7: Had someone AFK from start. FF'd at 20. Irelia top was toxic the whole game screaming at bot lane for losing 4v1. Game 8: "Bitch" "sb" "ur awful" won the game no thanks to the Irelia top who went 4/10 and was toxic the whole game. Game 9: Said in champ selection we need a tank. Lost vs. Cho'gall tanking us all in a 80+ minute game. Game 10: This one got me to write all this because I have no way to carry it and it's not something I can cough up to "well, that just happens sometimes". We were even in kills the whole game. We did well. Could shut down Zed and their Yi. But we kept fighting 1v5 or in the jungle where they have an absurd advantage. I said every time that we needed to stay in lane and ward. But this never happened. We lost after taking their nexus turret because one by one they tried to take down the other turret and died 1v5. As this game progressed. 3 people got more and more toxic and blamed everyone else but themselves.

Added because it was just so... wtf... Game 11: Me: GROUP UP, DEFEND, STOP 1v5ing AT THEIR BASE (because I was garen and losing the inner towers to super minions) "Bills309 (Nidalee): FUQ U NiQQER GAREN" (I've edited this so it's not removed, they used the real words)

And so the ENTIRE rest of the match went. They said this over and over again and worse. I asked multiple multiple times for people to help me defend and we lost when i got 1v5'd under turret and our team aced.

What am I to do to this kind of crap?

So 9 losses 1 win (and barely).

All in all a very frustrating day where I just wanted to have some fun. It would be really nice to play team builder at lower levels, I just don't see why we're forced to deal with the absurdity above. It's like this 90% of games I play and despite my best efforts to encourage positivity and keep the game on track.

I'm venting at this point but it's because I have no solution to what happened today and has happened before. I go 10 losses in a row, sometimes more because I solo queue into the most absurd, toxic games I have ever had the horror to witness. I'm very frustrated. I don't even want to play at this point. There's just no fun at all to getting beaten down this hard and having every game be part of a toxic or troll event.

If you feel like witnessing the madness, send me an in game msg and we can queue together.