Never felt more meaningless in games than this season.
I bet less than 5% of my ranked games are actually close. Either we absolutely destroy the other team and it feels like i can try whatever i want or my team can make countless mistakes, it doesn't matter. The other team is just starkly worse. OR my team is that team getting crushed. No matter how well i play we just get crushed and my 4-0 lane that I'm eating on plus the countless attempts to snowball other lanes we still get destroyed. Mostly this is due to skill of my team, but also a single amu jg pick for the other team is enough.
I mean, of course i have bad games, and even good games for me go bad when the other team is up 12 kills at 15 minutes. I swear though i feel like I'm on autopilot every game where nothing i do matters either way.
ALSO. Back when i was in my promotionals, and probably 4 or 5 games after i decided to check out the games on lolking to see who i was playing against. Just as i thought, the sample of 10 or so games i looked at my team was consistently silver 2 or 3 with sometimes 1 person at gold. The other team was almost always gold 4 or 3 with never less than 3 gold players.
That's incredibly lopsided. Maybe that's a small sample but i can just feel when 2 or 3 people on my team lose the game for us in the first 10 minutes that something is off.