My Thought(2)

My last game was about 30 mins ago. I played Ori mid. My final score was 6/0/7 (http://matchhistory.na.leagueoflegends.com/en/#match-history/NA1/216579711 ). I lost the game. Most people would say " don't blame your TEAMMATES, look at your mistakes." I'll admit that i did missed a few skill shot or ults. HMMMMMM, lets me see what other mistakes I have made......

It's my fault, my "TEAMMATES" fed in lanes. It's my fault, my "TEAMMATES" are fallen behind in cs. It's my fault, my "TEAMMATES" doesn't know what a ward is. It's my fault, my "TEAMMATES" doesn't have any map awareness. It's my fault, my "TEAMMATES" get caught out. It's my fault, my "TEAMMATES" doesn't know how to position in teamfight. The game was lost because everything was my fault, all of it just make so much sense. Why did I not think of this before?

So, half of my games are with trolls, DCs, and rage afks. The other half are feeding festivals everywhere. You know what's the other stuff people say " if you're not BRONZE you can easily carry your TEAM." I'm like...... what team? How can I carry my TEAM, if I don't have one to begin with. "If you're fed, you can easily carry." I'm fed, but the enemy team is fed also. 1 fed person vs 5 fed persons. I wonder who's going to win. Geez, such a hard question.

In the situation of 1v5, I may have a small small small chance of making it out alive. However, 1v9 is just asking too much from me. The last time I remembered this was a TEAM game, not a one-men army campaign.