Please help?
I have been playing League on and off since 2012, and I was able to fight out of bronze after 700+ matches. I've been in Silver for the next few seasons, until now. Had an awful 3-7 in my promotional matches, despite me taking close to a week playing through all 10 of them (taking breaks between losses) I still lost way more than I should have whether or not I was playing well. As a result, I dropped from Silver 3 to Bronze 3.
As I've mentioned I've played this game on and off for a while, and rather than sit here and tell you I belong in "x tier" I've just been focused on improving. I used to duo with my Platinum friend in ranked, as well as used to having a Platinum elo in normals and doing very well against them. But it's come to the point where I need help because I'm not getting any results in ranked anymore, rather, I've gone backwards.
I watch various YouTube help videos, as well as high level solo Q matches. I read guides from lolking and solomid, and I spectate matches and take mental notes as much as I can. In game, I try to help others, but when you have a Xin zhao that doesnt know he's supposed to build tanky (Especially when he's behind) and a Blitzcrank that didnt buy items in his first trip, or a Brand mid that buys support items, etc etc it becomes demoralizing. I just can't worry about everything my teammates are doing AND focus completely on my own game. Worst of all, I asked some of these players what their tier was last season, and many of them were also silver. It just boggles my mind, that I can put so much effort into a game only to be put with people that have so much less experience and knowledge than me. Despite me trying to be helpful to teammates and lead them, in the end I can only pray that they listen, that they group up, that they stop getting caught, that they start warding, etc etc. I can only do so much.
I'm far from being a perfect player and have a lot to improve. I have trouble carrying games even when doing well/ getting players to coordinate when we're ahead to end games faster. I try pushing for objectives like towers and dragon, but occasionally I do lose track of dragon (and have to remind my support to help ward/ keep track of it). I've taken time to learn all the roles of the game, although adc still needs work. I don't have my original account anymore, so my champion pool isn't very large (although I've saved up over 40k ip, and wanted to make this thread before I spent it). I'm only 'really good' with one champion, and that's Pantheon (admittedly I've done poorly with him so far this season as I've been focusing on learning other champions).
Im not sure what I'm asking for here to be honest. I just want to get really good at this game. I need guidance. I've put tremendous hours into this game and have gone almost no where. So to achieve something I haven't done before, I need to do something that I haven't done yet, which brings me here. I know I have potential, I truly believe that. I just need more guidance and refinement from people who have been through what I have, and elevated their standing in ranked.
Thanks a million in advance.