Odyssey Kayn Emote I Made (I also want to talk about how toxic the Kayn community is)
Hey there! I wanted to make an odyssey Kayn emote since Riot hasn't made one yet. I want to make one of base odyssey Kayn singing and one of Rhaast too.
If you want to see more of my art, check out my DeviantART: https://www.deviantart.com/emeraldparrot/gallery/?catpath=/
Ok, so I really just want to get this off my chest because I'm having a really shitty time right now. So, to start off, I like Kayn. I really really really like Kayn. I have a Kayn blanket, poster, phone case, and all my device wallpapers are Kayn. Since Kayn's release I've thought about myself with him since I really like him. My dream is to work at Riot and make Kayn skins. I really want pool party Kayn.
People would bully me for saying I like Kayn. Yes, I know he isn't real. I don't know why, but very few things interest me or make me happy and Kayn is one of them. When my depression started in August 2017 Kayn was really the only thing I enjoyed thinking about. I would try to draw him and write my own stories about him and I together to keep myself happy. I joined the Kayn mains Discord server and got into an argument over Kayn's sexuality. In my personal opinion, Kayn is straight. People attacked me for it and called me homophobic and sent me death threats. I got banned. I joined the Kayn mains Reddit and saw one of the moderators was someone from the Kayn mains server who was arguing with me.
One of the moderators of the Reddit was a %%%%%%%%%. He was 23 and I was 16 at the time and he said he was imagining me in bed with him.
One of the moderators who recently got modded has harassed me and made an alternate account to spread lies about me, claiming that I "Take photos off the internet and convert them into art" ????? It doesn't even make any sense. The owner of the subreddit has ignored ALL of my messages that I've been sending for months.
Another mod who mods the Discord was lying about other people saying they're annoyed with me when I didn't even do anything?
I posted a comment and said "Kayn x EmeraldParrot is the best ship" and the owner of the Kayn mains discord replied and told me to kill myself. The moderators did nothing about it. Someone posted a picture of my face from my instagram and said "Look how ugly EmeraldParrot is" and the mods did nothing.
I post a comment saying "Akali x Kayn is so fucking cancer" and I get a 30 day ban because it's "harassing other players", and this ban was given to me by the moderator that made an alt account to spread lies about me.
I have received multiple death threats and other hurtful messages all because I say I love Kayn. It's so sickening to see that shitty people get to own communities like this. I've lost motivation to draw Kayn and even play him on League.
I really want to talk to some Riot artists about my art and get some feedback, but they're all busy. I've sent multiple messages for about 2 years and only gotten 2 replies. Someday I hope to make pool party Kayn or another Kayn skin people will enjoy.
Thank you for reading.
