I don't entirely understand.

I cannot link the videos that I made covering the topic of which I encountered because it includes name-shaming and vulgarity as well the content for what I was banned for.

I was banned for

"Because a player-triggered review found your in-game comms extremely inflammatory and offensive, your account's been permanently suspended.

You are among the 0.006% of League players egregiously negative enough to be permanently banned.

Other players judged your comms to be far below the standards of the League community. The vast majority of players agree that while League's an intense, competitive game, everyone deserves respect on the Rift."

Before I continue I'll cut to more about me, the last time I was banned was about half a year ago where I had a handful of bad games and continued to play, growing more and more toxic per game w/ the encounters that I had during such. But that is where it ended. After receiving chat penalties I continued to play (mind you this was half a year ago,) and was still having bad games of which I were banned for because of my gross comms. I've changed since then, and only just had a bad game of where I'd get upset and name-call here and there; but rather be petty talk of where even if I were to mute them, and them to mute me, that the poor game that I had convinced everyone where I was trolling or deserved to be mass reported.

I consider ranked a sport, and during the game the people who were triggering me, pinging me, passive griefing me, (yes I am acting as a victim even though I don't want to be,) had the audacity to say things such as "it's just a game" which is a HUGE trigger considering that I was playing ranked. Through searching on google I've come across that League of Legends is a sport, and if not close to one, and I consider it as such even though casuals may not feel so. I can't really make a point, because I can't think very well at the moment because something I consider extremely stupid has happened to me.

I am dumb-founded over the one game that I had that was bad after half a year (of which before I received bans where I was extremely toxic,) and can't think about the scenario clearly. I do not believe that system is correct on the ban after one game (of which I was live streaming, and extremely embarrassed,) over half a year of improving my attitude, of which the report only implied one game where the reports say "intentionally feeding, not just having a bad game" even though I was doing poorly which placed me as the capital of Summoner's Rift for tilted and troll-bait.

I play League of Legends as a fun Sport, of which I try to become better at and keep things sportsmanlike, and have just started enjoying the game again since marksman meta in Season 4.

Here, in this text I will be completely honest with my thoughts on the matter, although as a young man I try to be as truthful as I can be. I was toxic during this game, however I do not believe that I deserved a ban over half a year of good behavior. If the ban is to be lifted I'll be trying to fix my gameplay and attitude again as I did half a year ago (of which I did,) and continue playing League of Legends as a Sport which I enjoy. I believe that the ban system should be more lenient since "everyone has bad days." It seems that a lot more then 0.006% of players are permanently banned, and if it were to be true and I am to remain permanently banned I can at least try to make the best of it and have honor in such a thing; although I do not wish to be among the 0.006% and will do anything to improve myself.

My final conclusion is that I do not deserve the ban, since I was told that I'd receive an email although about an hour has passed. Even if someone were to word it word by word, I will never be able to understand why I was permanently banned over a bad match, because I am led to believe that the suspension system is to support good behavior.

Edit: I believe the suspension system (if I am not misled) should rather make examples of ones self, rather then another. As well with grammar corrections.