can i pls get my honor back

I'm not toxic, I get 2-4 honors every game. Out of 100+ games I've been 'toxic' 1 or 2 times. I never got past honor 2 0/3 checkpoints even though I legit get honored every game. I feel like something isn't right. The system isn't balanced or something cz i should of at least got honor lvl 3/4 before i got reset to honor lvl 1 again. In honor of the accidental toxic i changed my name because IM really not that toxic even when i am "toxic" i just tell bad players how to play and they dont like that. I dont call them stupid or anything. lol imean i have done that once they say it first to me. dont grab the snake if you are afraid to get bit right? like wth. im ranting so hard over this because I just want to get honor lvl 5 like i know i deserve. and no this isn't just a random screenshot after 1 game. ask any rioter to check my account and see how after i get honored its a ridiculously HIGH number. it's at least 1 honor a game and if we win 2+ always. rarely do i ever not get honored. 1 out of 50 games.