Yeah... You know what...

Xurreal··1 votes·390 views

It's not that bad. Win some, lose some.

As a player who has had an account permanently banned, deciding to take the path of reform, and still show loyalty to Riot Games and League of Legends...

Dealing with other Toxic players is getting increasingly difficult. Hope they kick up the reform system soon.

I feel like it could use some attention.

I am done venting.

12 Comments

ShinkoMinori2 votes

Why do you have to prove anything to strangers online? Mute and report if u want and go on with ur life

Mindspeaker1 votes

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Why do you have to prove anything to strangers online? Mute and report if u want and go on with ur life

^ a ver y good question

Jo0o1 votes

Pretty much this.

Folks get to angery.

Xurreal1 votes

I don't care to prove anything to anyone. I accept things as they are, people as they are, and only ask to receive the same thing I show to other Summoners in this game: Respect.

Respect:

**That I am still trying.

**That I havn't left the game or AFK'ed through your flaming.

**That I havn't flamed back.

That not everyone feels I'm as useless as they say, but I will be if they tell everyone "F* Evelynn she is shit" and everyone goes along with it!

It feels like you are cast from the game and nothing you do matters to anyone. Once you are like that, its pretty much 4v5 in their eyes and then losing is inevitable (unless they are really good at flaming and gaming at the same time, I'm not). Mute them. Nice. You never reply back, and they will comment on it and once they know you have muted them, you hear crap from the other team about you. There's no point in asking others to report them or make your please with the other players in the game. You're starting to tread Punishable Offenses.

So next you either say something in /all to defend yourself or turn off cross-team chat.

THAT IS NOT HOW WINNING OR LOSING SHOULD WORK IN THIS GAME.

Okay, that aside.

Having been banned before... I just want to play league of legends. I don't care if I win or lose: If I win, I did something right. If I lose, I have something to learn from the game.

There is nothing to really learn when you know that this game's flow is not going to unfold normally because of toxic influence.

Alright. Really. Can't be angry anymore. I'm okay now

sanshaoye1 votes

you have the wrong notion of winning. riot designed the gameplay for winning or losing in terms of teamwork and skill. however, the game regulation system is designed for who can troll, incite and report the best. realize this difference and your world will be a whole lot brighter

Xurreal1 votes

When you play with a buddy from your buddy list who you enjoy playing with, get flamed by a complete stranger and a parrot, and then that duo buddy is ready to call it quits on you because of how bad it all looked and how right they all seemed, and you were STILL following the summoner's code, tell me how you feel.

Right now I'm staying out of game because I just feel like if I don't do things a certain way... I'm not gonna get a realist game where everyone is going to be on point. I'm tired of that feeling too. It's like paranoia, but about all the wrong things. And worrying about worrying about it is just ....

meh.

ShinkoMinori1 votes

Not everyone will "respect" you and specially strangers online that you won't see after the game is over. You are giving too much importance to strangers online. Enjoy your game, try to win, improve yourself.

Xurreal1 votes

Fair statement. And very true. Something I feel I ranted about still coming out of the heat of the moment.

Look, I don't ask you guys to all be Sunshines and Rainbows with me if I'm in your game, but at the very least...

Respect me enough to not disrespect me. If I level with you and ask you to stop, c'mon man, just stop.

Don't force me to WANT to mute you or WANT to leave you. I NEED you!

P.S. I'm working on building Resiliency. Hard time's and physical pain I can muscle through. But I'm soft inside. I'm working on it.

Lego1as1 votes

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Xurreal1 votes

That's not nice.

[sg-zephyr]

What about you?

Lego1as1 votes

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Xurreal1 votes

I am not toxic trash and I don't verbally abuse anyone. I may have slipped up.

I can't judge your entire life by this comment. I can't judge you at all!

I don't have anything to prove to you. I understand what you are saying though.

But you're wrong about me. I just can't prove it. But then, what you say to me personally sounds like its a bit of harassment.

How are you supposed to respond or feel when someone says this to you? What do you do?

... Hope they kick up the reform system soon.

It feel like it really needs some attention.

Help me grow some thick skin.

It never used to be this bad before Tyler

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