My team...

I wish I could call them that but it's just not true. Team implies certain things. Just cause we're on the same side... it doesn't mean we're on the same team.

I wish people would have a basic understanding of the game. And I mean auto attacking. Legit I've watched people sit there (and I wish it wasn't in every game) not auto attacking because... apparently auto attacks are a waste of time and people should just wait for cd's to be up on a draven.

I wish when I say "Please ward here so we can see them/ watch for dragon/ not get ganked" people would actually do it. In 1000 games I've never seen anyone ward, sometimes the support will buy 1 pink, that's about it and the rest is up to me.

I wish I didn't watch them push up mid and into a 4v4 at a mid tower while baron super minions are pouring through our top while I try hopelessly to defend because all the split pusher needs to do is sit there and empower the minion waves.

I wish my team didn't run into a dark jungle after not warding at all, at any point during the game and died to a 5v3 because they were chasing a tank after I specifically asked "can you guys ward or not go into the jungle? They just keep baiting you."

It's every fucking game. It's every game that I watch my chances of winning slowly go to zero for no reason but that my team isn't a team.

I feel abused. For the past 7 games, 7 losses, I look at each one of them and think my god... what are they even thinking?

It's not fun to watch 3 people run by a nexus tower under attack to defend an inhibitor tower...

It's horrifying to watch people run into a 1v5 toward baron without vision and get stomped making the baron even worse cause now it's a 4v5 or worse...

This kind of absurdity used to make me toxic. Now it's just sad. It's sad to know that I'm constantly grouped with people who don't even think about trying, improving or playing the game in any way at all.

But what actually bugs me the most is how rude people are about it. They blame me. You're probably thinking it already. Something along the lines of "this guy doesn't know what he's talking about, he's making excuses for his own poor play, etc." and you'd probably be ruder than that. The general thought is... "if you're good enough to carry, then you'll advance and win games" but it's not true. It's simply not true.

Really just disheartened by the games I've had the misfortune of queueing into today. [slayer-jinx-unamused]