Riot, you're testing me pretty hard right now

So recently, I got a temp ban for being toxic (my fault I know and working on it) But holy crap you guys are testing me. Haven't been toxic yet but 3 games today, every game my mid lost. Now I understand we don't always win lane. but each game they fed. and fed. and kept feeding. All I can say is "Please play safer, farm up" but my goodness they keep feeding.

If you check history, ever game except the first one I did well early on.

So riot, why are you testing me like this... stop for today bc on tilt but damn, I have never been tested this hard before...