There is something wrong here.

I use my ult, i go to other lanes and try to help but they either run leaving me or dive in before i get there. I mia, ping not just my lanes but theirs too. I make sure to stay map aware specifically cause i don't have an escape. that's why i do well.

It is not a selfish pick. I have a stun for whoever is doing damage and an aoe slow for when team fights happen. They don't need a tanky top they need to focus on who is doing damage or learn to not run into a 3v1 and expect others to run in after them.

I rage from an entire team blaming the one that is actually 2v1 in lane and still not feeding instead of the one feeding their lane and another lane. I rage from the sheer lack of "logic" that goes into this division. I rage because as long as they follow what they see in pro videos and meta they will be good when they have no idea exactly how to play for themselves. I rage because if anything goes against "the way it's supposed to be" then they instantly and continuously criticize it to a point that they will stop in lane with a fight going one a few feet away from them, letting their teammate die, then dying themselves just to comment how stupid something is. Then just blame everything that happens on the one who actually is trying to win while they keep trying to surrender.

It is a team game so if one lane is feeding then of course it's a loss. I play top lane. If my jungler and/or mid lane is losing/dying/feeding I may be able to lend some aid with my ult. But if bot lane is feeding then i can't help them and if my jungler is refusing to try and help them then there is nothing i can do about that either. I don't try to win it by myself. I actually did better when i say fuck my team and only focus on my lane for 2 reasons.

1. I don't have to worry about leaving lane and losing cs to my lanes champ and letting them get gold and xp faster than me.
2. I can lvl faster and push lane quicker. Which will do 1 of 2 things. a. make them focus on me more allowing my "teammates to push their lane since it will be empty. b. depending on how many, what order, and how they gank me i could get another kill or 2 before dying allowing me to get more gold or xp.

I've been playing this game for a while. The main issue in bronze is simple. The games I lose keep trying to follow the meta instead of learning how they play. As an example Micheal Jordan shoots basketballs a certain way and of course cause of his fame and how good he is others try to imitate that. Their body structure, endurance, and skill are far different from his so they do worse than they would if they figured out a comfortable way of doing it for themselves. Should I ever gather a team that understands that I will not be losing a game any time soon.

I just can't understand the "logic" here. If you go positive in lane while going 2v1 but another lane feeds not only his lane but another lane as well. I am the one who is at fault for not following the meta. The one feeding followed the meta so he is ok in their eyes.