Burnout? Wat Do?

I consider myself pretty competitive and a type A person but I just feel dead. Mainly league but all other games I play competitively, SC2, Street Fighter, CS:GO, and Smash. I've tried taking breaks, hell I'm back after 3 months off and and another 3 month break before that but both times I've played for about a week on and off and realized 'I just don't care'. Halfway into a game I realize "I fucked up, Im going to cost my team the game, team isn't trying to fix it and I know I can't fix it myself" and I just end up leaving the game. Same thing happens with the other games, I realize I messed up, can't fix it, and just surrender. I've never been defeatist, hell when I got to gold for the first time I never surrendered any of my games I played up to that point and was constantly giving 110% in everything I did, game related and not. But now I just feel like I can't with anything, even stuff with no competition attached to it.

I know asking the boards is r%%%%%ed but why the hell not, nothing else is working Any advice would be great.