journey to bronze 5

i was in bronze 2 and decided, why not constantly play ranked games? feeders, afks ahoy! less than 24 hours and im down from bronze 2 to bronze 4. Not sure how you folks are gonna feel about this but... i do try during the games. try to save and die in the process. why do so many fight in the jungle at a disadvantage?! when did kills become so important.