HEEEERE!!! AND I WROTE THIS POEM TO EXPRESS THE SADNESS OF NOT BEING ABLE TO GET E-LUX.
Red Struggle
I am incy
_ Incy so incy_
I am ancy
_ Ancy too fancy_
For hell’s safe
_ For heaven’s sake…_
Catch me!
_ …quickly._
Hurry! Take it from me!
_ But I have none,_
I had none…
_ …I will have none_
…and if I were to ever
_ …ever ever ever…._
ever think about having…
_ The thought too, will soon be gone_
I knew…
_ You never did,_
I never saw…
_ You never will find your farce here!_
Forever little, I cannot bear
_ Forever large,_
That’s too much dear…
_ Dear oh dear_
Evil?
_ …and she hissed sibilantly_
I will steal blatantly,
_ …but I am no devil._
Not? Are you now?
_ Curious, are you not?_
Just leave me be! Here! Forever to rot!
_ And never be, what you’ll ever be not…_
…Sinners?
_ They are no sinners._
They are just tortured souls,
_ Longing for a redemption_
They’ve been longing like this…
_ Forever,_
For a hell…
_ Or a heaven._
YET AGAIN I WAKEN WITH A NIGHTMARE TO HAUNT ME!
_ Again I cry for tears to flood me…._
AGAIN,
_ The pain taunts and mocks,_
When I am silenced these words I talk,
_ AGAIN I FLAW, I FALL_
It is always me at fault.
_ Again it is me forever more…._