just venting, no need to read

so first pick wukong mid, i go panth top to accomodate fourth pick who wants to jg. third pick azir. doesnt respond to any communication from the rest of us. as we scramble to get a team together, i go jg so that we can leave azir with top (its not the best, but its something right?). somehow the last two picks go from thresh and cait about to lock in, to tristana and cait, because apparently that makes sense. as i prepare to lose my lp, i see tristana disconnects from chat...as the game starts. a failed dodge attempt. so we load in, azir starts to go mid, then first thing he says is wtf. we explain that wukong called mid (even though it takes a while with his lovely "but wukong is a top" logic. he claims he was afk and assumed wukong was top. because apparenly nobody reads the bloody chat log. but whatever. we have to work something out right? cait goes top, wukong stays where he should be, i go jg, azir goes bot...alone. because trist still hasnt realized her dodge attempt failed. azir gives up first blood, 3 minutes in. we say nothing, dont indicate any displeasure. wukong takes a quick kill, and i can see from his lane that he's gonna win it. knowing that, i gank mid in an attempt to get the ball rolling. no kill, but he pushes his lane even further, okay. tristana finally reconnects about 8 mins in. says she has ap runes. BUILDS AP. azir starts blaming me for not ganking (i didnt because with thresh and twictch, ganking would likely have resulted in a death for us, so i trusted azir to play safe, which to his credit, he more or less did. i pick up a few kills and im 5/0, wukong is something similar. cait dies top, i get urgot after he goes for the turret. they get the first drag, but we get the second one, with wukong and i 2v4 for four kills on our side, no losses. great. meanwhile, tristana and cait continue to feed, azir at least picks up one or two kills, but still dies more than the other two. we've lost mid inhib, and then lose a teamfight down by drag jungle. and when i say teamfight, i mean one of the three other members got caught out and it turned into a slaughter. i manage to kill one, but its not enough. wukong is top and gets the inhib, but he's the only one up and three are hardpushing to our last turret. he goes to recall, but he picks a bad spot and ziggs stops the recall. he goes in for the fight, barely losing a 2v1, killing twitch in the process. everyone blames him for the loss, which technically is true, he was the reason the game ended there, but i feel otherwise. we had 4/10/7 azir 2/8/5 trist 2/9/3 cait

17/5/8 wukong 11/5/7 panth (me) what really upsets me here is that wukong, who was a bit toxic admittedly, gets blamed for everything. we had three teammates who combined did just about half the damage we did (as damage based champions, not tanks), one whose deaths was equal to both me and wukongs combined, and somehow they still blame wukong for the majority, with azir talking shit about my jungling. granted it wasnt the best game ive played, and i could have played better, im sure the wukong could say the same, but how is it logical to blame wukong? this is literally the reason i dont like playing ranked (trying to get to gold for the skin, but ehh). and before you comment on my rank, or how i play, i acknowledge im not a great player. i classify myself as moderately decent. this is just me venting, not looking for anyone to agree or disagree with me, its just what happened from my point of view. hell i dont even care if anyone reads this, it just helps for me to vent online to unknown people.

i guess im just tired of having to deal with people that dont communicate in champ select, dont listen to pings, and react hostilely to advice in game. real advice, not the toxic "uninstall, kill yourself" advice. this game is supposed to be fun, or even competitive, and it seems more like its just a place where people take out their frustration by insulting other people and ruining the game for them. you get games with great, friendly people, and then you get the majority where it degenerates into seeing who can do the most verbal damage, or who can assist the enemy team the most. and hey if that doesnt work, they can always afk and leave the rest of the team to fight a near impossible game because they fed the enemy team. it just makes the game so much less enjoyable. a biscuit for your troubles