Im married now, 7 years later. I still dream about her. It still hurts. I still think about her every day. She married someone else a while ago too. I just can't stop feeling this pain and regret because I loved her so much.
Lexyy4 votesYou don't miss her. You miss "what could have been". You miss the fantasy you made up in your head. She's not the same person. Plus if you really loved her, you'd never ever let her go. It wasn't meant to be and stop fooling yourself.
Past loves will always hurt, you will always remember.
Unless younare a troll, then troll away ahaha
midnight oil241 votesWhile in general I agree with you, no matter how much you love a person, after they break up with you I think that after a while you gotta move on.
Lexyy1 votesYes, of course. I agree.
Siesta3 votesYou might be on the wrong website, friend.
GigglesO1 votesHe's filling the void with league of legends.
GarthBrooksXD1 votesThis is partially true. I'm blue deep down.
GarthBrooksXD1 votesI don't know who to talk to about it. It's embarrassing.
GigglesO1 votesConsidering that your wife would be a prime candidate, and a bad idea at the same time makes that hard.
GarthBrooksXD3 votesuh clearly that is a fucking hurtful thing to tell her.
GigglesO1 votesYep, but unless you have a bromantic friend you can talk to about it with... a paid professional might be your only other (non-wife) option... could be depression or something like that....
GarthBrooksXD1 votesi do have a bromantic friend but talking about it just cant help me even. it's more than depression. its like a part of my soul is missing ever since we ended and i dont feel like it can be fixed.
GigglesO1 votesThe bromantic friend is for drinking, and filling that void in your soul, not for talking (faceplam)
Warlord Scrap1 votesalchohol works just as well
Siesta2 votesI say you just seek professional help, it is your best option.
GarthBrooksXD1 votesYou're probably right.
Fucck2 votesDon't feel bad man, I'm 20 years old and have yet to have my first girlfriend.
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Mig892 votesLucky you. Mine wont shut the hell up. I got off work from a 9 hour work day, want to play two games of league, and get bitched at because I dont spend enough time with her. Id leave her sorry ass but shes pregnant now and I really dont feel like shelling out for child support.
Escheton2 votesInfinite Universes and Timelines. Infinite. Which means in a lot of them you stayed together. Just not in this one. I tend to find solace in that thought.
midnight oil242 votesDang. I hope you feel better, maybe you should go to a therapist. Therapists can be really helpful.
Harizin1 votesSorry to hear! Buuuuuut maybe post this somewhere else, or maybe go to omegle? Also I've seen you in a lot of chats I've been on recently so its kinda cool to see you post haha
GarthBrooksXD1 votesI love posting on here. Feel free to add me as friend if u like.
Siesta1 votesHopefully you can follow up on this and we can see you in a better mentality!
GarthBrooksXD1 votesThanks for the good will.
Drakavoid1 votesHey dude, I really understand and relate to you. But honestly, I know this wont make you feel any better but, sometimes you'll have to accept what your current life is and appreciate it. The fact that you have a loving wife is already great. You'll just have to let go sometimes of the most dear things to you, infact, it is better for your health. So my advice to you is, invest in the things you have rather than seeking what is hard to reach. May you find happiness!
"Agony, ecstasy, peace, every passing has a beauty all it's own" 
SEKAI1 votesThen why let her go after graduation? And even if breakup happened, why no makeup and followup?
But then again, I have no history of romance so I guess I'm just not the right person for this kind of discussion.
Though personally, I think consulting very close friends or even therapists is gonna do more good than throwing this into the lake full of crocs like online (especially gaming) forums.
Shadòw1 votesjust masturbate m8
