Am I on tilt?
So, I just played 9 ranked games today and yesterday... the first 5 i won all of them straight in a row. Then i got to my promos and I won the first one.. so i was 1 out of 2 wins needed to get promoted. the next game came and i was stuck with adc at last pick.. It wasn't my best role but i rolled with it... I didn't feed, i was 2/2/0 at the end of laning phase and was behind 10-ish cs.. However, the rest of my team didn't do so well.. The other enemy lanes got fed and even the enemy graves got fed off of my other teammates. At this point, i accepted the loss and just slept the day off with 1 more game to go in my promos. The next day, I tried to go queue for ranked. We had a Yasuo who seemed confident in champion select and i was 4th pick and picked malph jungle which i'm pretty decent at. Yasuo gave Talon a couple of kills and I told him to play safe as he was 2 levels behind and once he hits 6, we'll kill him. And so we did, however i got the kill unfortunately but it was still good and still put him less behind.. then my other lanes needed help, i ganked them one by one but it seems every other lane i wasn't on, the enemies are getting kills. Then at 20 minutes, the surrender vote came, and even before i could say NO, there was 4 votes YES... and there goes my promos.. Then I told myself, hey, maybe i just wasn't meant to get promoted right this moment but i would try again... I went to queue for next game and to my surprise, I being the last pick got mid.. I'm not really comfortable with the role but i'm still willing to play it because i recently played a lot with Ziggs and he's not half bad against Vel'koz.. and Lo and behold I won laning phase with only 1 gank from Vi. but we were'nt even that behind except top which renekton somehow becaome 2/0 against gangplank who's whole kit is to Q farm under tower until he's strong enough.. then our Leona who didn't even buy a sightstone instead wasted efficiency by buying Green wards but still warded nonetheless was complaing how when she engages, nobody follows up.. but damn i don't know how she expects us to follow up when there's an udyr and renekton stunning me and Lucian constantly. Then she afk'd and immediately after, out team surrendered again 3-1 and i voted NO..
So my question is, am I on tilt? Cause this is not the first time this happened to me but it seems there's some days where I just can't get a break.
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