This game has become unplayable/Unejoyable

unless your friends an im not talking about this in a "balance" stand point

im talking about tall the freaking attitudes i dont know how it is about gold but i cant even enjoy playing ranked silver/bronze or even normals with out someone just bashing the hell out of me or refusing to help my lane because they think im "trash" every game but for a select few is full of bullshit an sure you can mute them but that wont stop them from doing stupid shit to my lane or just refusing to help me

i honestly think im gonna end up losing my account ether due to me taking to much shit or my lane being destroyed cause no one wants to take the time to take a little pressure off me i can even enjoy playing the game because i usually see "your playing that champion? gg we lose" or something stupid i know it sounds like some scrub ranting cause he is mad but damn dude i just wana enjoy the game with out someone screaming at me cause i died twice in lane