Forgot How Not-Fun ranked is

i vowed to myself i wouldnt play ranked again 3 months ago when i lost 5 games in a row despite leading in cs and kills in each game. and you know generally not being an idiot. since then ive had a lot more fun....but for whatever reason i decide to go back to ranked just to see if it was any better. wow it is worse than i remember. win or lose people shitting on each other afking screaming at jungler for lack of ganks on every death. this doesnt happen in normals. is it just bronze 4 where this happens? i dont remember gold being like this 2 years ago...