i just can't

Trashlord Kayden·5/24/2016, 12:01:43 AM·2 votes·432 views

i went 11/5 with some assists, don't remember how many now, as ori mid. i roamed bot several times after i won mid, to help the bot lane get ahead. as the enemy team was killing our base and we were trying to defend, the draven pushed to second bot turret despite our pleas for help in base. then when i told him he was heavy(literally ONLY those words, word for word), he had the audacity to call me a "fking toggaf" (read 2nd word backwards.) then i tell him i'm a girl so then he continues to call me a C U N T repeatedly. then he tells me I'M salty. i just can't.

9 Comments

Firu5/24/2016, 12:02:17 AM3 votes

I'm sorry you experienced this. Some people respond to the slightest provocation. It's why it's best not to say anything that can negatively affect a person's state in the game.

Fovere5/24/2016, 12:05:28 AM2 votes

You poor thing. So traumatized you were incapable of muting the person.

Xanit5/24/2016, 12:37:13 AM1 votes

I've been told to kill myself so many times that I have intrusive suicidal thoughts every time I die. Especially if it's due to bullshit.

I also react pretty violently when my team insults me for how I'm playing. Especially if it's something like calling me "heavy." It insinuates that, if it weren't for my earnest efforts to be relevant in my own way, the game would just be easier overall. It tells me I'm useless, and that I should not have even queued, so that you can just instantly win with the ~~mass of bad game design~~champion of your choice.

Although I don't make sexist or otherwise inflammatory remarks, I do defend myself vehemently. I've just gotten tired of sitting in silence. I'd rather scream out my depression through chat than keep it inside.

I'm sorry that behavior very similar to mine has hurt you.

Curious Kat5/24/2016, 12:42:33 AM1 votes

Stay for the game, leave because of the players, iv'e just gotten to the point where i put my chat box off the screen so i never have to see toxic people ever again, ever since then, no issues lmao besides spam pingers, and after game.

But other than that, toxicity free xD