I see you don't watch any of my games or what happens. I wasn't in a lane. I was jg.
Then you're making mistakes in the jungle. If you want me to spectate your games and tell you exactly what you're doing wrong, I can do that, but I can also just give you a list of jungling mistakes and general mistakes and I guarantee you that you're making most of them.
The support quit at lvl 6. The top fed heavily
Stop stop stop stop stop. You are focusing way, way, way too hard on the games that are out of your control. Yes, you're going to have games where someone quits and you can't win. We all have those games. I had plenty of them when I climed up to where I am. The thing is though, the enemy is having those games too. They're getting leavers, they're getting ragers, they're qutting, and you're not paying as much attention to it as you
I guarantee you, 100%, that you're underestimating the number of times where the enemies are raging at each other or one of their players quits. I can guarantee that because every single player in this game does it. It's a basic attribution bias. When people do well, they attribute it to themselves. When they do poorly, they blame it on someone else. It's basic human trait. You're not an exception, so recognize that you're doing it.
And do you know what the most important thing is: none of that matters, because you can't control it. All that you can control is how you play, and if you're always playing better than everyone else, you'll win more games than you lose.
I cant just focus on me. Because they will come after me, fed and then I will lose when they gang up on me,
Yes, you can focus on you. Getting pissed about the mistakes your teammates make won't stop your enemies from getting fed. Is it working for you now? Serious question, is paying attention to the mistakes your teammates make helping you? Are you getting better because of it? Of course you're not.
When you focus on yourself, and only pay attention to mistakes you make with an intention of fixing them, then you'll improve. If you blame all your losses on your teammates, you're not going to get better. (and don't point any more solitary games where you had an afk. It's not happening so much to you that you can't succeed.)
NO MISTAKE MATTERS UNLESS IT IS A MISTAKE YOU MADE! Period. End of story. You're making mistakes, and if you weren't, you wouldn't be bronze. That's all there is to it. Go find out what they are and fix them.
Edit: And you won a 4v5 as Nocturne. Good job. You did make a TON of mistakes that we can go over if you want, but you did better than your opponents and that's all that really matters.