Just wanted to put this here (Expressing myself)

First of all I am sorry I might not be following some rules for starting a discussion. I just wanted to express my feelings out to someone so i wrote it here. This is my journey till now. And might end soon due to ISP issues. I am a league player form India and currently play on SEA server. When i joined league 1st i was on NA server. Very nice crowd. Nice and may be least toxic server (i have experienced least toxicity in NA). Made new friends had a 5 man team built. we played many games had a lot of fun.. Had so much fun with people i don't know (I truly mean it).Also the support was very nice, I once was angry and kinda flamed in mail to support, but hey responded so politely, i decided try not to be angry in league and have fun. But my ping in that server was ~250. Then i realized there were other servers too and found EUW server where ping was < 150. Competitive server and a bit of helpful people. I didn't stay on this server long as i discovered Garena. For least ping i could have, I joined garena SEA server where i got ~70 ping. I have been playing on Garena for about 2 years now. The most toxic server one can find. LOL support of garena never responded to player requests properly, or even i wonder if they even tried reading the problem. Every time i mailed them some request they had same reply asking IGN when did that occur n stuff. But i put up with it, cause i want to play league and it was fun. Keeping up with a few toxic people and many good friends in league i came this far. I was too fine,cant say happy, cause each lose made me sad same time making me strong, each win made me more confident with my plays, league has become something very close to my life, but now I am forced to stop league. This no not because of any toxicity or patches or anything, This is because of My own Internet Service Provider. I always have struggled getting a good ping, since when i joined garena, i had a good ping, for a couple of months i had a stable ~70 ping then suddenly my isp decided to give me long path to lol server makin my ping 270 constant. I argued with my dad and forced him to change the isp and the new isp game me 110 ping, OK fine i can play so i had to bare with it and played. Then that ISP decides to be down for weeks. So my dad decided to revert back to original isp. Well by then that 1st isp had rerouted to normal path giving me 70 ping again. But soon enough 270 ping stuff happened again. I found solution for it which was OUTFOX. It reduced my ping to normal 70 and i was so happy and relieved that i can have same isp and have good ping no matter what. But now its been 3 months i am unable to play. This is because my ISP is too much unstable. Even during normal speed test (not tracert or other method to test ping for any server, the test m talking now is speed test we do on ookla or other site)it gives ping 300 or 400+. Even my isp plan is 50 Mbps and speed test hardly shows 8 Mbps, sometimes isp doesn't even give 1 Mbps. And it fluctuates so much its impossible for gaming and we all gamers know how it feels if we get interrupted in game. I was disconnected from in game a good number of times even i checked ping before entering game it would randomly fluctuate and go unstable for rest of game and i couldn't play. I have been asking my dad, and hes been reporting to isp many times but they would never concern any of our queries stating their isp is good. And my dad never felt need to change because their internet requirement is less and has nothing to do with literacy (ping). They got what the desired in internet and say that they are getting proper internet and i must be wrong. Well I am from a middle class family and cant afford to change or try other isp (cause almost all the isp's in my area have worst customer service so anywhere). So i decided to stop playing league, it makes me very sad but i have to cause i have been arguing too long for internet and now i am really tired of arguing, it seems that i do not have any luck with Internet in my life (even before league i always had some issues with internet). I might be moving out in a couple of years for my Higher degree, i might play then, but with a gap i might not be playing League Of Legends anymore (or any other game). I guess this is full stop for my gaming. I wanted to thank RITO and all the gaming community for making these 2 years of my life really enjoyable, even with a disappointing day i could find the slightest fun and relaxation in league. Thanks for being on the fields of justice with me. :)