Tilted asf

Guys for the love of god this game tilts me so fucking hard im always behind in cs everyone already made it to 100 cs while im still at 75 cs and THESE FREAKING AGGRO ENEMYS HOOOLLLYYY FUCK!!!! i can't fucking cs and im already freaking bad at csing so having to deal with trying to keep my health alive and and cs at the same time like my support is telling me to go in for the kill and my ass is so far behind in cs I have patience csing in bots but pvp im just stressing out. if you guys want check out my page its planetsx and please tell me what i am doing wrong like i've had 3 games where i was fully tilted 2 was cause of my support and 1 was cause of the enemy jungler. when people say just focus on getting the minions like im trying!!! while im being pushed back further into my stupid turret and then here comes the jungler coming from the other side of my tower trying to intemdate me so i won't leave my turret I WAS FREAKING SITTING THERE WITH 1% OF MY DAMN HEALTH!! while the adc and their support are FUCKING taunting me!!! then out of nowhere my adc ass became a support of of nowhere while my actual support has fucking 5 kills and i have nothing but deaths and assists ugh this game man.

sorry I needed to rant wondering if there's anyone out there who feels my pain