So hard to get back honor 5.....feels like nowway i can make it.....

It was like 6 months ago, I got banned for intentional feeding in my rank game. I admit that was because I was tilted for that fed Draven and a game previously lose to due to ....some reason....So I want to try my best to kill Draven as many time as I can. Well, Draven still play like a Draven and his .....friends. It didn't work well as I thought it will. I know at the end this is because I believe in kayn burst damage too much, but I really think it should work.......life steal is broken when a good ad carry have it. I am working for honor 5 again.....feels terrible when I have to Jg and play kayn again...I have lost my confidence as a kayn main and vayne player, have to say that ban make me feels bad. Lesson learned :Even game is losing, my death count shouldn't be above 12 times .No more big play, no more risk take.