Just started playing rank

I Dont understand i got placed in bronze 2 but i only played against gold and silver players. but i was bronze why put me up against silver and gold i feel like that makes it harder to climb because i have to play people 1 -2 ranks higher than me.

then i get silver 4 play 3 games and jump to silver 2 why is this IM CONFUSED.

i feel like rank is really bad i see some plat players on the enemy team and i think oh boy we fucked then the guy goes 0-10 while the silver guys i play against put up more of a fight.

and i have played thousand of norms games and nobody ever trolls my rank games have had

people int afk and run it down mid stealing js xp supports roaming from level 1 and never going back bot

i can recall the last time this happen in a normal game.

people actually take my normal games more serious

i just wanted to see were i was at put i dont even feel like trying to climb anymore becuase i feel like iron 4 player but im silver feel like alot of people have ranks there not suppose to have.

what do you guys think should i be silver 2??

is there a place i check my mmr?