I have a 39% win rate
Before I go any further: yes, there have been games that i have played where I have fed my ass off and was 100% the cause of my own defeat. I fully accept that. That being said, it feels like there are also a large number of games, a much larger number than in previous seasons, where I have lost purely to bad luck. Games where my botlane is 0/20, even though i have a good kda. Games where their jungler ganked me more times than my jungler ganked the entire game.
To give you some perspective, I have a 27% win rate on Ekko mid (my main, on which I have about 500-600 games over 2 seasons) with an average KDA of 9/5/8, or overall average of 3.06. Tin there are games like i mentioned above where I just plain did poorly and lost the game for my team, but there are also games where I had a ridiculous KDA and just couldn't do anything to stop the loss. Now, before someone says the obvious, KDA isn't everything. Objectives matter a lot, and I do try and focus on those, often taking first tower mid or bot, or ganking bot before rotating to dragon.
I was plat 1 last season, qualified plat 5 this season and currently have an MMR of gold 3. Gold 3. I keep a running spreadsheet of every single match I have played this season on which I record my KDA, lane opponent, cs, game time, and most importantly the things I could have done better in the game, be it win or loss. And honestly, it often feels like there's not much to write in that column besides "need to cs better" and "die 1-2 less times." The game feels dictated on who's jungler ganks more and who's botlane feeds more.
I am not going to quit league. Despite the massive loss streak tear that I am on, i am finding ways to improve my own play, and I realize that I am nowhere near the best. But I am incredibly frustrated, and needed to write out some stuff to vent, so if you've made it this far, thank you for reading the whol;e thing, and give me any advice you have, it will be much appreciated.